Love....what does it mean?
When I heard Guruji say 'love is not an emotion, it your very nature’. I just took it without understanding it...like in the early days when u have freshly done course, you are so much in love with guruji that even if u don’t understand a word, you want to hear him... same was I and to say same I am...but then the quest was on what exactly I am made up of.
Growing up reading fairytale and then mills and boons, had somewhere developed some dreams...dreams about someone special somewhere for me, who is there just for me...who will do all the cute things to me...
Days passes and months too...the wait was still on, I must say till I found you...
YOU!! Who is this you....?
Well you know people say so many things about love and that confuses one even more...
And then dil ki khushrat ke liye we start categorizing love into attraction, infatuation etc
, which confuses one even more. And not only that, these songs like" I finally found someone, when you love someone, please forgive me, you are still the one" ,makes your hopes go high... And then you feel what you see in the movies or read in the books is the real love...
But then I got to feel what love really means....love is what u feel when you see the innocence in a Child's eyes, love is when a mother looks at her new born and tears flow from her eyes, love is when the person so dear to you holds your hand with an affirmation 'I m there, don’t worry’. Love is when u have lost it and your best friend gives u a hug, love is when you just lie lazy in your dads arms, love is when your mom comes and kisses you on ur cheeks when you are busy working , love is when your sister wants to spend her salary on you just to see you smile....
love is when even if you don’t talk for years but when you finally talk you do not feel there had been any gap...love is when u want to give everything , every single damn thing just to get THAT look...
Love is when you wait you long and u get that glimpse and u are on the top of the world...
Love is when you just give expecting nothing...
love is also when in every other person you see him...when u close your eyes his face flash...love is when you miss doing anything in life and at the same time you feel his presence there with you...
love is when you want to share yourself ...love is when cold wind blows and you feel yourself wrapped in his arms...
Love is, when you cook something and you want him to taste it...love is when u can’t see the tears, you would want to do anything to stop them..... Love is when you don’t want your dear ones to lose anywhere...
Love is when you cry standing in the rains so that no one can know...love is when you have 5000 rs in your bank account and you spend it all on buying gifts for others...
Love is what you feel when those gaze fall on you, love is when you long for him.
Love is when in every romantic movie you two replace the hero heroin...love is when want to share your first kiss with him only....love is when u know he is yours and you believe he will understand, you hope and pray...
Love is when u want to hate him the most coz you have loved him the most, but u cannot but care for...
love is when u hear the bhajan jo tera roop ho wo mera roop ho and u actually mean it when u sing along...
Love is forgetting the YOU and ME...
Love is everything and Love is also in total nothingness....
All I could experience because I have HIM, in my life...
He taught me how to love with all the existence and not demanding anything in return...and then when I open my eyes I see nothing but love everywhere....and then wonder how can this be an emotion as everything I see around is nothing but love may it be jealousy, greed, anger, hatred....it’s just love...
It makes me float in bliss, and at same time make me cry out of longing...And when I close my eyes I feel myself wrapped n the feathery touch of his arms crapping me, make me feel secure and protected...
AND thus, LOVE WILL PREVAIL!!!! Please forgive me I can't stop loving you :)
