Those days and those people called friends

2 gone two to go

what I should feel I don’t know

the happiness to be out of Edu. finally

or the fear of losing them in a go..

what I will miss I cant tell

without them all life seems like hell

what I will miss more

a hug waiting from a fairytale princess gurpreet

or varun’s blow…

D standing with a smile

or Swati’s reasons to go….

2gone two to go…..

will it be Mohit's cute praises

or Reenu’s bubbly hi!

Will it be Surya’s friendly supports

Or Harpreet’s brotherly hold

What I will miss more ….

Those trips, those dance parties…

Or gossips in the hut and Stu C

Teasing everyone for their crushes

Or waiting for my friends glimpses

What? I don’t know what…

Will I be missing Kameshwar’s bold jokes

Or Priya with unending energy and searching her Sodhi ji

Or will it be Amit and Mandy

Behind a tree

Or will it be Amit Chaudhary or Achhar

Attending some call

I think I will miss them all…

Everyone of them has contributed

For my two beautiful years of coll!!

2gone two to go

I am standing here in the middle of the roads

Is it the beginning or the end

Whatever it is please do remember me my lovely friends!!

The dark shades

Time pass so fast, I wonder what was my past

Wish could sit and recall, But memory just seem lost

Some moments here and there pop up, which make me, go deeper

Some voice somewhere calls me loud, when I turn to look none I found

I close my eyes wishing to see more, as I slowly open my memory's doors

One after another events started to run, watching initially the rerun was so much fun

Then came that shadow..., everything seems now blur and hazy

I fear this dark feeling, my heart starts pounding

I want to get out of it, but couldn’t find where to run

The sweat moving drop by drop, from my neck on the spinal chord

Wishing this to be dream, I rub my eyes to get a clear scene

But something heavy, something dry, I am choking, want to cry

Don’t know what has gone, but I feel terribly alone

Like a child lost in the crowd, I wait for my mum to hold me tight

But find myself in the middle of the road, with dark woods and scary voices both

When for help I shout, comes another voice from around

I think it’s the helping hand, I run towards it, but in fire I land

The ambers all so red, with thirst I am already dead

I cry like a baby, hoping someone hear it and sends my mummy

But all efforts go in vain; I keep lying in this intolerable pain

Every voice scares me more; I want to run away but couldn’t find the door

Wish the lightening hits right, falls on me and makes me light

My head becomes heavy with some load, Lips start moving in prayers for the lord

Some tears fall but then the eyes are dry, my heart is bleeding n helplessly I lie

The fire start rising, burning, my body part by part fuming

I shout I cry I beg, But monsters come to take

They close me in a cave so dark; I can hear the hounds bark

The burn getting sore, my energy going lower and lower

My breath I can no more feel, this is something I no more can deal

Waiting for the last breath to come, wishing someone to shoot me with a gun

I can’t feel my body and my head is in pain, I wish I open my eyes and find myself in happy rains

But when I open my eyes everything is blur, coming in the past m stuck in lurch

When pleasant sounds come and go, the monsters put me in hot water low

I wish they come and set me free, I wish they come…..

Hope is fading away with every second, Happiness I can no more pretend

I can see no path no way; there is no sun no bright ray

I try to walk but my legs are limp, I crawl but my breath start to sink

People I love flash in front of me, my sister my brother with them I want to be

My eyes have dried they have no tears, Heart is feelingsless with only fears

I hold a hand; I think that will take me out, and then I hear another shout……………………..

Those days...........

The face had it all

Which made me rise tall

Those eyes had a whole sea in it

A sea of love and compassion within.

The name I couldn’t forget

For which I will never regret

The first touch the first kiss

I remember every bit of it

Feeling the same emotions again

I feel the sun and the rain

Your eyes on my face

And the wonderful moments in your grace

The smile that soothed me

Elevated my spirit and set me free

The tulip laugh now and the roses shy

You left me in between and u dint tell me why

The days are lonely long

And life has forgotten its lovely song

Come back my love

Come back my life

You are the moon of my sky

And yours is the arm wanna lie till I die…..

..

Love had to happen

In the darkness of the night, I still see the same only light

That is attracting me towards itself, for what I can’t tell

It says to me in yellow,’ come to me follow me fellow.

I will take you to the space of happiness and wealth of peacefulness’’.

I can still fell the warmth, like fire pouring its wrath.

The light there still talks to me; it has the calmness like thee...

I can’t stop myself from going there and crossing all limits of fire and air.

Ah! Love has come to the world, now I can’t utter even a single word…….

My Sunshine

Tiny hands with a teddy, cute face, I see the baby…

Laces and ribbons, and the mouth full with a lollipop…

Her hair tied in a pony tail, she runs after every snail….

Her frilled frock jumps with her, her eyes shine bright with every touch of fur

Sunshine she is, in her presence worries just fizz

She is an angel, who befriends any stranger

The eyes when cry, my heart just die….

Hug she gives, no other want lives….

My life, my every drop of blood, you are my darling little gurl

Thoughts

The heat, the heat of the sun;

In my mind thousands thoughts run…

Different faces I see around;

Which have features so varied and profound...

Mind starts humming some sound;

The train adding music in the background…

Songs of love, songs of separation;

Come up with every station…

When I sit and look out;

All the tress seem running around…

The sounds of vendors bring me back;

I realize I am in a train on the track….

Life is like that too;

Events come and go...

Some events hold us long;

And you are with it even when it’s long gone…

Then some vendor of happiness makes you aware;

That life moves on don’t get stuck beware…

I laugh on my thoughts aloud;

How they can come up in such a crowd…

But these are the thoughts I think;

Which to my life adds color and gives it some meaning…

Ohh! What a thought it was;

That I wrote a poem without a cause….

The Enticing Nature

when I walk in the woods so green, I see before me a marvelous scene.

The blue sky above and the innocent dove.

The sun shining all bright, making the water a fiery sight...

The cool wind and the fragrant air, passes through my silky hair.

I close my eyes; I feel the bliss, this all in the city I miss.

The crowd, the people make me weak, the unconditional love is what I seek...

I sit here alone but not lonely, I hear the trees speak to me only.

The birds sing for me to smile, I forget the city life for a while.

The earth holds me in her arms so tight, I feel the warmth and love she hide.

The insects add to the melody, when I sing with them they are gay and happy.

With people I want to posses, n I cry alone in the darkness.

But this nature loves me best, with it I forget the rest………