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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

The solitude!!!

hmm...sitting here..so man thaughts are running through my head...
so many days of total chattering...giving intro talks..telling about UTsav ,PDS.....the feeling the deep urge that none be left from experiencing this beautiful knowledge that guruji is giving, didnt let me stop....wanted to go on and on....and somewhere....the longing for HIM increased......the rest of the people just vanished...only HE and I left.....any word i could hear was HIS....dint want to be a part of gossips or any other wordly talks...just wanted to be with HIM ...
as they say main aur meri tanhai aksar ye batein karte hai tum hote to kaisa hota :)
the countdown has begun for His arrival in body form...but there's no feverishness in me....Coz i feel that i have got him already...he is with me in me....
and suddenly i feel complete...my closed eyes become watery and few droplets roll down...
and soon could remember his every gesture , his every move...
when i open my eyes...the longing increase...fear i get lost in the crowd and get seperated from him...

Bavre Se Is Jahan Main Bavra Ek Saath Ho
Is Sayani Bheed Main Bas Haathon Mein Tera Haath Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavre Se Pair Chahen, Baavron Tarano Ke, Bavre Se Bol Pe Thirakna.
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

i find these lines so apt and so true for me....

hahahahahaha..i dont know y m posting this all but just writing this all ,i could feel his presence with me..... :)....could hear him, looking at me asking...kushh ho?

4 comments:

Faith Lasts said...

**hahahahahaha..i dont know y m posting this all

You posted all this for ME
Simply beautiful :)
JGD

ved said...

hey are those lines from movie
Hazaro khawishe aisi..
bawara ye mann...

gauri said...

yes ved they are

miku said...

Awesome!! watery eyes one is very touchy :)